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First, I never felt myself in ā€œYellowā€. This guy is like… A part of me ? Idk really but he’s just the same person as Won, Won that has been my first personality as a boy. I just told him to leave my mind, and he left. I think Yellow is one of my personalities/alter (idk really…) that live in my mind. Let me explain you. In my mind, (I call it RTM, rondle table mind- it doesn’t make sense, like just all of my thoughts) there is : - Yellow, a boy (he represents sadness, cuteness)- I see him as Yung Kai - Sozo, a girl (she represents power)- I see her as Chaewon - Shiawase, a boy (the sexy and dirty part of my mind)- I see him as Keshi - Jane/Jen, a girl (love, sensibility, creativity)- I see her as Jennie - and Silver , a boy(fun)- I see him as Sunoo And they’re all a part of me. They’re all of my thoughts, I think. It’s like… Imagine, one day, I see one of my friends crying. I won’t think ā€œoh.. why is she crying ?ā€ but something like : Sozo : why this bitch is crying again, please ? Silver : she lost a game lol Shiawase : don’t be that bad Yellow : I feel bad for her… Jane : GO TO SEE HER ?! And I will respond to them, in my mind or… Sometimes talking irl Me : guys, please, calm down and tell me what I should do rn And… It’s always the same They came in my life it was like… Won was one of them, but again, I told him to leave. JHGFYTDRYSTEDWF One of them can front, but not totally… It’s complicated And also, my name now is LeeYun. Kiiranugasen LeeYun. (or leeyun, it’s the same) My gender… Idk… I’m like a demi-boy, bcz I don’t feel totally myself a boy, but I don’t feel myself a girl, but not as a non-binary too, and I’m not genderfluid. I’m just someone in this earth and that’s it ahah And well… It’s not finished ! I try to search, by internet, in my mind… I do as the best as I can do
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