This is what he wrote to me: "Hey Lana, I wanted to say goodbye because I can't cope with my life anymore. I'm not feeling well at all and I'm losing control of myself day by day. I've told Iman. She probably won't read it until she wakes up and I'll probably be dead by then. Please keep an eye on her. Tell her I'll always look after her. Good night, Killian" And I was at the hospital yesterday. He's alive, but he still hasn't woken up. The doctors don't know if he'll survive or not...I'm sorry.