hi , ive been having suicidal thoughts for abt a year ive only js found this channel so im going to vent if that’s ok? some days im smiling n giggling but other days im forcing myself to get out of bed . My parents yell at me for going on my phone so then I sleep then they yell at me more , I feel like I can’t do anything to please them . One of my close friends knew I once tried to commit but couldn’t as my cat walked in and I didn’t want to kms in front of her it probably sounds stupid but idk . My friend thinks I’ve gotten help but before I told her I don’t have suicidal thoughts anymore she told me to call her before I commit . Im also the eldest so I always have to be perfect so I can’t get bad grades or anything . I sh so I have scars on my arms and stuff so cant wear short sleeves incase ppl see them . I don’t rlly eat anymore either cuz I’m rlly fat ive gotten a lot skinnier so ig im kinda pleased cuz that was my goal but idk . idk how longer I can force myself to stay im only here for 2 reasons but idk if they even like me anymore . Thx for letting me vent xx
I honestly don't know why or what this is. It's hard to phrase it but sometimes I feel generally just happy and like I'm having a good time but then my thoughts somehow just switch up and then I end up replaying everything I've done wrong and I just... don't know if I should be happy anymore. Sometimes I feel like i dont really deserve it. I just sit there for an hour consumed by my own negativity and it just keeps going until I feel like i just want to be gone. Not like in a s3wers1de way, I just want to fade from existence and sometimes not want to wake up. But then around 2 days later I'm fine and it's like nothing happened... I don't know what's wrong with me. Sorry if this looks like it doesn't make sense, I'm just about trying to figure it out myself. tysm for listening tho <3
Hi! I know some one talked about different personalities in front of people and I wanted to share a tip. If your constantly faking in front of people/friends (fake) to make them like you or be friends with you, that's something to work on. But if you have a different way you talk or humour with different people,(e.g. using dry humour with friends but not in a school/work /formal setting) that's ok! People sometimes mix the two up (faking and suiting the situation) and it can be really confusing. Just a tip for the channel! Have a great day/night! Xx
Hello I hope ur having a good day
I was just wondering what is eds
Hi, im the girl who said my mum won't let me have snap and my sister was, can you put this on your channel because, to the other person who had a similar problem, i am really short for my age aswell, like seriously, and people also say i have a big fore head, but anyway, about the short thing. Just dont let it bother you, because they just want to humor them self's, and you are the easiest target, but if you just ignore them im sure they will stop. And being small, ive learnt is kinda a privilege, because we are good at hiding (🤷♀️) we look younger (idk if thats a good thing) and also, everyone is beautiful, and im sure you are really pretty, dont try to be something else just because other people cant except you for it. They are d*cks, I wish the best for you in your new school ml 💗 xx
hey im gonna vent :3
so idk what this vent is abt ig it’s js going wherever i want it to hehe so first up seeing the other person’s vent reminds me of how my 9 YES 9 yr old cousin is allowed snap and tiktok but not me (she’s had it since she was 8) i try telling my mum but no such luck im still not allowed (also this cousin is actually rude and lies about EVERYTHING, especially on her whatsapp channel) also im going to a new school and im so sad not rlly cuz of friends but bc of my teachers and my old building and routine im so used to 😭 also im VERY short for my height and idk why and i always get bullied for it, it’s gonna be even worse at my new skl and ive tried to get taller with subliminals, manifesting, food but nothing helps. if u say drink milk, i used to drink LOADS of milk but i don’t anymore cuz now i hate the taste of it hehehe and last thing im very underweight for my age but am still so insecure, i always feel guilty after eating and try so exercise or smth to get rid of it (im also js very insecure in general abt my face and stuff 😖) so yea feel free to put this on the channel and im so sorry for typing a paragraph <\3
Venting! So, my older sister got snap at 13, and now im turning 13, and my mum said im 'different' to her and u cant have it. Like its so unfair. Its an 18 month age gap between me and sis. Like huhhh, what does my mum thing the difference is in those months?! 🙄 I'm actually so pssd ughhh like, so you think thats unfair? Lmk and feel free to put this on your channel,because i wanna know if I'm just being annoying 😭
Sorry girl I was just wondering what is a paragraph person
Okay, sorry for the confusion, I feel really bad, I put the clock first, and then the phone, its because I have a time limit know my phone and I wanted to vent but I couldn't cozni ran out of time, sorry xxxx
Hey, I’m not exactly sure what you mean? I’m probably up for it though x
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I hope whoever is getting the hate is feeling OK and gets better soon xxxx
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Hi I just want to say u really know ur stuff I don't tend to struggle with mental health but ik alot about it because my mum is a sport psychologist and u could end up giving people there extra support that they need